Back in the day, I would amuse
people by telling them that I could teach someone to play the guitar in ten
minutes. Since a lot of people mistake skill development as learning and long
term oversight, adjustment and direction of coursework as teaching, their
amusement is justified. They are, of course, very welcome to their understanding of teaching, and, I might add, their take on it all is a very commonly held opinion. For them, there is a very large music teaching industry
that has sprung up with droves of students corralled in tastefully laid out
premises choked with instruments, furniture, teachers, managers and
administrators. They are welcome to put themselves or their children through years of toil and turmoil within those torture chambers that pass for music schools.
But no. That is not teaching by a
long shot. A great teacher understands that there is a fundamental, critical
difference between a person who wants to play an instrument and one who wants
to merely learn it.
To play an instrument, one needs
something more encompassing and proximate than the mere ability to create nice
sounds on some weird looking contraption made of strings, keys, tubes, drums,
skins or combinations of those elements. One needs to have the desire to
consort with one’s instrument. One needs an untrammeled, unbounded,
unreflecting joy bordering on reverence at its mere proximity. One must thrill with
ecstasy at the mere chance to make some sound - any sound - come out of it. One must cease to see it as one’s instrument
of choice and understand it as one’s object of adulation and see the potential
it holds to make one whole. One must love the idea of the instrument in one’s
life and one must be brave enough to think that it can become one’s whole life.
The recognition of a future disciple:
The recognition of a future disciple:
A great teacher of music knows
how to recognize this desperate desire, this hopeless longing on the part of a student
to love and be loved by a guitar, a sitar, a piano, a violin, a basoon, a tabla, an ektar, a flute. Such a teacher seeks that desire in his students…seeks it…seeks it…whether asleep or awake, every single moment of every
single day for it is a rare thing indeed.
He hunts for it in the eyes, in the hands, in the hearts, in the minds
of those who come to him for instruction.
He desperately hopes, longs, desires to see the desperation, the
longing, the hope in a student. If such is found, then the teacher knows he has
found a disciple and not just a student. He knows that his cup is then made
fuller by an eighth.
With pleasure and anticipation he will proceed to bring the disciple into his fold and give him shade. He will know, in the first instant of contact with such a one, exactly how he should be taught to woo his instrument. In just ten minutes he will be able to make his disciple cry out in wonder “oh my God. My God. Who would have thought that such beauty could ever fall in love with a guy like me? Who would have thought that such a gorgeous thing would allow me to embrace it and call it my own?”. Ten minutes it all it takes for a teacher to see the entire life of a disciple laid bare before him.
With pleasure and anticipation he will proceed to bring the disciple into his fold and give him shade. He will know, in the first instant of contact with such a one, exactly how he should be taught to woo his instrument. In just ten minutes he will be able to make his disciple cry out in wonder “oh my God. My God. Who would have thought that such beauty could ever fall in love with a guy like me? Who would have thought that such a gorgeous thing would allow me to embrace it and call it my own?”. Ten minutes it all it takes for a teacher to see the entire life of a disciple laid bare before him.
The great teachers of this world
subsume their egos and live only to thrill at the sight of their charges
carving out a life for themselves in the company of an instrument that they too
loved and married into in a different time, in a different way.
From there to the end of a never ending journey, is the joyful engagement of the teacher and the disciple living and existing for the betterment of the one. The discipline, the exercises, the special little tasks serving merely to tighten an already firm and affirmed love affair between the disciple and the instrument.
From there to the end of a never ending journey, is the joyful engagement of the teacher and the disciple living and existing for the betterment of the one. The discipline, the exercises, the special little tasks serving merely to tighten an already firm and affirmed love affair between the disciple and the instrument.
This by no means indicates that a teacher will ignore or marginalize the rest of the students. However, with them,
there will be a sort of clinical, twilight relationship. The love of a teacher
would not be lesser but that teacher knows only too well the egos, the parental
pushes, the peer pressures, the educational goals that drive them to class. Certainly,
the teacher will instruct them. She will remove the debilitating agents and conditions
be they parental zeal, indiscipline, emotional vapidity or iffy love affairs and
make sure that the coursework is completed, the exams sat, the “distinctions”
obtained. She will dismissively wave away the thanks with a “you did it, not
me”. This is a terrible state of affairs all too common in our time but not actually a great big disaster.
Great teachers emerge from such skirmishes relatively unscathed but bad ones? Their lot is darker. Forever debilitated by ego overdrives and personality clashes, they must suffer the psycho-emotional backlash of insisting that it has got to be their way or the highway. They must deal with violating their students' minds, hearts and bodies and being mentally and physically shot to death by them – literally and figuratively.
The recognition of the future teacher:
Great teachers emerge from such skirmishes relatively unscathed but bad ones? Their lot is darker. Forever debilitated by ego overdrives and personality clashes, they must suffer the psycho-emotional backlash of insisting that it has got to be their way or the highway. They must deal with violating their students' minds, hearts and bodies and being mentally and physically shot to death by them – literally and figuratively.
The recognition of the future teacher:
Now I said that the identification of
a disciple will only fill an eighth of a great teacher’s cup because, in my
experience, they would be lucky to find four disciples in their lives and even
if they do, their cup would only be half full. I have a reason for saying this. Even among disciples there are a rarefied few who can become teachers in their own right. These are a teacher's successors. These are the ones that every great teacher yearns for. The great ones they can never
seek or want but can only pray for and wait for.
Those come neither for
instruction nor for learning nor for playing. None of that is important to them. In
lives past they’ve been there, done that and all of it is the merest
technicality, effortlessly remembered, mastered, discarded. Only such a person
can be taught to teach and not merely to play. Such a one comes filled to the
brim – with emptiness. Such a one is full of the lack of desire and bursting at
the seams with lack of ego. Such a one can touch an instrument - any instrument
- and see in the sounds, a cocooned sampling of the entire universe. Only such
a one can achieve that miraculous ability to teach because she is completely
cognizant of the fact that she is empty. And empty, she gets plenty. Continuing
to want only empty she can therefore distribute plenty in endless bounty.
Such a one can teach brilliantly
and such a one can perform any instrument brilliantly. If by some chance, such
a one graces a teacher, the teacher would take her… to feed and nurture with
the teacher’s very blood. Over years, the teacher will empty herself into such
a one in a way she never could with a disciple whose skill set and mindset are
limited to singular relationships. Removed from relationships, there is only
the certainty of union. Of such magical connects were the great gurukulas
(teacher-teacher bloodlines) born in the east, especially in the centuries long aesthetic traditions of India. Such ties are not easily explained in words. Having been privy to them as a growing child, I truly know that it is impossible to unpack them casually. Those unions are complex and
only fully understood by such teachers and such students.
That is why Ustad Allaudin Khan
gave his school to Ustad Podiappuhamy the universally accomplished multi-instrumentalist/ singer/dancer/teacher
and not to Pandit Ravi Shankar the sitar playing disciple. That is why Ravi
Shankar couldn’t really impart universal absolutes to his daughter Anoushka. That
is why Barenboim the conductor/pianist/activist/humanist/advocate is a teacher
and Barishnikov the dancer never was and never will be.
This connect is rare. Many a
great teacher has died and their spectral knowledge buried with them for a
successor never made her existence known. Never into the teacher's orbit wondered the next in the bloodline. He had to be content with teaching disciples to do... not to teach. Of all the tragedies that a teacher
must live through – and there are many – that…is the greatest. That... is the most agonizing.
And yet, to the ego-warped idiot who senses recalcitrance on the part of a teacher to “show his all” this reluctance is seen viciously and disastrously as a “hiding of knowledge” or “mushti”. He little realizes that it is his own inadequacy that is preventing the sharing of something he is not capable of absorbing as happened to Musila in the presence of Guttila. In the modern world, with a dilution of the bloodlines of the greatest teachers of this world, the Musilas are many and the Guttilas few.
And yet, to the ego-warped idiot who senses recalcitrance on the part of a teacher to “show his all” this reluctance is seen viciously and disastrously as a “hiding of knowledge” or “mushti”. He little realizes that it is his own inadequacy that is preventing the sharing of something he is not capable of absorbing as happened to Musila in the presence of Guttila. In the modern world, with a dilution of the bloodlines of the greatest teachers of this world, the Musilas are many and the Guttilas few.
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